Thursday, November 27, 2008

Grandpa

I am missing my grandpa. He was past away for ten years. I remember the day is the first day of Chinese New year. My parents and I always go to my father’s parent’s house to celebrate the New Year. The second day we go to my mother’s parent’s house. However, my uncle called my father, after the call my parents did not say any word to me. They left me at my aunt’s home for four days. I knew that it must happen something. At fifth day, my father went to aunt’s house, told me my grandpa was died, and asked me to don’t cry, because my grandma couldn’t bear this news. During that time, I didn’t allow the tears to fall down. But at night, I was missing him. I thought my grandpa took me to the park at first time, it was the last time. It was a funny story for my grandpa and me.
My grandpa took me to play at the park for the whole mooring when I was 4 years old. When the time was lunch time, he asked me to go home. I was angry with that, I didn’t enjoying. So I asked him to play last game and then we could go home. He asked me promised. However, when I finished I couldn’t find my grandpa. I ran to the home, it is a long and dangerous way for 4 years old child. I must cross 3 busy streets and many cars. I saw my grandma and cried, she asked me why I was crying so sad. I told her I lost my grandpa at park, I just wanted her know the news and I was so sorry about it. My grandma couldn’t cry and smile. After a while, my uncle came in. I told him again. He was laughing loud. Then he took me to the park. At first time we saw my grandpa was so busy to find me. He was so worried about me. My uncle told him the experience. He said he didn’t took me to park never :-(

Alone Time

I do not like alone time. I always look at alone time such as a bad word. I see it as terrible, because I feel down about being by myself, I always afraid of being alone and did a lot of stupid things to avoid it. Don’t tell me it is wrong, being around people is a wonderful. I need somebody around me, listen to me, and talk to me. However, sometimes my friends don’t have time stay with me. I must stay alone. I feel uncomfortable. I will write something, because I love to write. When I am not writing, I like to read with a cup of tasty coffee and napkins. The book does not have happy ending, I like cry. Of course, I stay with myself, I want to cry, and the story gets me a reason to cry. I hate alone time.

Sunday, November 9, 2008

I can't finish the question #4

Sorry, Anna. For this week's Question, I don't have idea to write something.
On Friday, my parents told me I could book fair to home, I was so happy. I was cried. I checked the internet, however, the price was so experive. So I decided to stay here, but my parents said somewords so sweet. I couldn't control my tear, I was crying again and again. Maybe I was cry too much. My eyes have problems, sometimes my right eye couldn't see anything. I was worried about my eye. Sorry.

Sunday, November 2, 2008

Chiese Ghost Festival

In China, we do not have like Halloween’s holiday around this time this time. But we have a holiday is similar to Halloween. There are many kinds of ghosts in Chinese culture. They have been believed for a thousands years. One of the famous person said, “Respect ghosts and gods, but keep away from them.” Many people believe in ghosts, but others don’t. The Chinese people often say, “If you believe it, there will be, but if you don’t, there will not.” In our culture, the ghost always is a beautiful young woman. The face changed very quickly from a beautiful girl to a frightening ghost. She looks like fragile and helpless. Such as the Halloween, the Chinese have a holiday. It means that ghosts can go to the world every year for one day. In traditional, the fifteenth day of the seventh month in the lunar calendar is called Ghost Day, which ghosts and spirits can come out from the lower realm and visit the living. At that day, the hell and the realm of the living are open and both Taoists and Buddhists would perform to absolve. During the month would include preparing food, burning incense, and burning money. The paper can make for clothes, gold and other fine goods for the visiting spirits. At this time nights, the children are not permit to go outside, because their soul is so simple. Thus, they can see the ghosts, but the most adults can not. As result, they have the third eye which does not see and is not ordinary between the common eyes. Be careful, if you soul as the child, you will see the different things.