Alone Time

I do not like alone time. I always look at alone time such as a bad word. I see it as terrible, because I feel down about being by myself, I always afraid of being alone and did a lot of stupid things to avoid it. Don’t tell me it is wrong, being around people is a wonderful. I need somebody around me, listen to me, and talk to me. However, sometimes my friends don’t have time stay with me. I must stay alone. I feel uncomfortable. I will write something, because I love to write. When I am not writing, I like to read with a cup of tasty coffee and napkins. The book does not have happy ending, I like cry. Of course, I stay with myself, I want to cry, and the story gets me a reason to cry. I hate alone time.